
A full night of restful sleep had done wonders to help Alec heal. The last of the soreness that had accompanied his injuries had turned to an easily ignored ache. The weakness and dizziness from the demon poison had left him completely, which meant that his siblings had announced that he was fit for hunting... Whether he'd wanted to or not.
Not that he really could complain. He was a Shadowhunter. He was supposed to patrol and kill demons. But Jace's antics had taken on a more dangerous edge than usual, forcing them out on hunts that Hodge never would have approved of. Maybe if Alec had been of age, he could have overruled them but his protests were ignored as 'big brother worry' instead of genuine concerns.
His parabatai's need to kill whatever monster that they came across did little to improve Alec's initial impressions of Clary, knowing that heartbreak was the reason for Jace's attitude. Most of the time, he tried to be supportive, knowing what it was like to love someone that he couldn't have, but others...
Even if he was slowly offering his heart to Magnus, he couldn't help resenting the girl who was tearing his family apart. He also couldn't completely ignore how he was barely missed whenever he'd spent time with Magnus. It'd made things easier but it still hurt that he was ignored by the people who were supposed to care and appreciated by someone the Clave said he shouldn't love.
It was a tangled up mess that wasn't made any simpler by Jace's suicidal hunts. Returning to the Institute covered in mud and less pleasant things, Alec glared at his parabatia and stalked off to his room, knowing neither one of his siblings would disturb him for the rest of the night. After he showered, he made sure his bedroom door was locked, feeling slightly guilty as he noticed the time. Magnus had said he could call whenever he wanted and Alec wanted to believe that was true.
Flopping down on his bed, he grabbed his cell phone and hit the speedial, smiling to himself at how often he talked to Magnus when he had rarely spoken to anyone before. As soon as Magnus answered, Alec spoke, not bothering with the usual greeting. "My parabatai's an idiot."